aw look at Carly's away message (written by alexa):

This is Cee's Secretary, Sheenie.

Cee cannot come to the computer right now, she is currently watching Goldmember, and wishing she could be as cool as me.:-D

We both miss our wivies Ley Ley and Beefy.:-(

Leave one or call if you really need to talk to her.....

Sincerely,

Sheenie

I miss them too. Like the sun misses the flower. I have been saying that so much lately. lol.

So i started my new review site today. "Bleeding broken heart" I don't want to give out the addy until i get a few more pages up but i think it'll be pretty cool.

I think i'm gonna fill out these surveys i found in Carly's diary.

A is for - Age:16

B is for - Boyfriend/Girlfriend:god i wish

C is for - Career in Future: i want to run a dog kennel. Sounds weird but i think it would be so fun. That or something in fashion design.

D is for - Dead person you would like to meet: Kurt Cobain!!! (lol ash: "I love you kuuuuurty!")

E is for - Essential item: candy with a fuck load of sugar. my cd player.

F is for - Favorite song at the moment: Fall out boy "Where is your boy"

G is for - Guy/Girls you've kissed: Oh my secrets stay secrets.

H is for - Hometown: Gilmanton.

I is for - Instruments you play: nothing! No fucking money yet.

J is for - Job title: Well i have some jobs in ponderville. hehe.

K is for - Kicks Ass: oh lemme see:

1) Ashley

2) carly

3) lexa

4) jessy

5) chelsea

6) amber

7) davey

8) Ronnie

...and bert too. hehe.

L is for - Living places: um. here.

M is for - Most memorable moment of today: Watching Cool Runnings.

N is for - Number of people you've slept with: My secrets remember. hehe.

O is for - Overnight hospital stays: My birth, when i was having problems breathing.

P is for - Phobias: being alone.

Q is for - Quotes: "Am i HIGH and your just not telling me???" lol

R is for - Relationship that lasted the longest: relationship. ha. Thats a funny word.

S is for - Sexuality: Straight.

T is for - Time: 3:58

U is for - Unique trait(s): My piercings i guess. My eye color (contacts) my hair color.

V is for - Vegetable you love: brocolli.

W is for - Worst habit: shopping.

X is for - X-rays you've had: I know i've had them but i dont really remember.

Y is for - Yummy food you make: me? make food?

Z is for - Zodiac sign: gemini.

1) What is your name? Brittany

(2) Are you happy with it? nope.

(3) Are you named After anyone? My middle name is my Mom's first name.

(5) Your screenname: GCevilqueen56

(6) Would you name a child of yours after you? NO WAY.

(7) What would you name your children? umm? Can't say. I dont want anyone to STEAL!

(8) If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name be? dunno. I dont think i would have a choice.

(9) If you could switch names with a friend, who would that be? Charlotte, Alexa, or Carly.

(10) Are there any mispronounciations/typos that people do with your name constantly? YES! they dont pronounce the -brittANY so it sounds like britny. Or they spell is Britney or forget a "t"....they spell it wrong all the time.

(11) Would you drop your last name if you became famous? nah. I mean, smith sucks major ass but i wouldn't change it.

(12) Your gender: female

(13) Straight: yeah

(15) What do you want to be? I have ideas but im not sure.

(16) Your birthdate: june 13, 1988

(17) Age: 16

(18) Age you act: 9

(20) Your height: 5'3"ish

(21) The color of your eyes: Brown...but i have one purple and one blue contact.

(22) Happy with it? They were alright but i did change them.

(23) The color of your hair: At the moment its bright red.

(24) Happy with it? My hair is always nuts. It does what it wants.

(25) Left/right/ambidextrous? Righty

(27) Your family: fucked up.

(28) Have any pets? 2 dogs. 3 cats. ferret.

(29) What's your job: I babysit if you can call that a job

(30) Piercings? 8. 6 guages in my ear lobes, 12 guages in my second holes. 2 cartilage ear piercings, my nose, my eyebrow.

(31) Tattoos? next year.

(32) Obsessions? oh my god way too many to say.

(33) Addictions? sugar...

(35) Do you speak another language? not really. I'm supposed to know spanish but uh...

(36) Have a favorite quote? way too many.

(37) Do you have a webpage? I had a good charlotte site that is down now, i have a review site starting up and i have my diary, secret diary, and poetry diary.

[DO YOU..]

(71) Smoke? not...well....no.

(72) Do drugs? not regularly no.

(73) Read the newspaper? if the mood strikes me.

(74) Pray? i used to.

(75) Go to church? no.

(76) Talk to strangers who IM you? sometimes. I get a ton of weirdo's from my good charlotte site though.

(77) Sleep with stuffed animals? Stitch, Goffa, Teddy, Teddet, and my care bear.

(78) Take walks in the rain? I dont walk i dance.

(79) Talk to people even though you hate them? depends how much i hate them.

[HAVE YOU EVER..]

(82) Liked your voice? have i ever? once or twice lol.

(83) Hurt yourself? -

(84) Been out of the country? canada a few times.

(85) Eaten something that made other people sick? probably.

(86) Had sex? - my business.

(87) Been unfaithful? no

(88) Been in love? hard question.

(89) Done drugs? -

(90) Gone skinny dipping? sort of.

(91) Had a medical emergency? yeah.

(92) Had a surgery? no.

(93) Ran away from home? yeah.

(94) Played strip poker? not in a long time.

(95) Gotten beaten up? sort of.

(96) Beaten someone up? sort of.

(98) Been on stage? Yeah.

[CLOTHES and other fashion shit]

(154) Shoe brand? converse (so overdone i know) vans, sugar shoes.

(155) Brand of clothing? morbid threads, hot topic, kik girl, lip service, made, level 27.

(156) Cologne/perfume? sweet pea from bath and body works. Ax in "Tsunami"

(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work? pants, skirts, dresses...everything.

(158) How about parties? same.

(159) Wear hats? I love hats. I have an obsession. All the freaking time.

(160) Judge other people by their clothing? I try not to.

(161) Wear make-up? yes.

(162) Favourite place to shop? hot topic.

(163) Favourite article of clothing? tights.

(164) Are you trendy? i sure as hell hope not.

(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school? sometimes i think i would but probably not.

[Homies]

(187) Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? almost all of them.

(188) Who is your best friend? Ashley.

(189) Who's the one person that knows most about you? Ashley.

(191) Your favorite inside joke? i have way too many.

(192) Thing you're picked on most about? im thin.

(193) Who's your longest known friend? chelsea.

(194) Newest? uh...i dont really know.

(195) Shyest? uuuuum. dont know.

(196) Funniest? ash.

(197) Sweetest? Chelsea.

(198) Closest? Ashley and Chelsea.

(199) Weirdest? ash.

(200) Smartest? Alexa is pretty damn smart.

(201) Ditziest? amber.

(202) Friends you miss being close to the most? amber.

(203) Last person you talked to online? carly and alexa.

(204) Who do you talk to most online? um...amy or chelsea.

(205) Who are you on the phone with most? chelsea

(206) Who do you trust most? chelsea or ashley.

(207) Who listens to your problems? ash and chels.

(208) Who do you fight most with? i probably fight with them all about the same.

(209) Who's the nicest? alexa is a sweetheart.

(210) Who's the most outgoing? ash

(211) Who's the best singer? hm...

(213) Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend? of course. lol.

(214) Who's your second family? I'm not sure. most of my friends have a second family with me.

(215) Do you always feel understood? um fuck no.

(216) Who's the loudest friend? nikki.

(217) Do you trust others easily? i try not to.

(219) Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Chelsea.

(220) Do your friends know you? yes.

(221) Friend that lives farthest away: chelsea.

(222) Do you have a crush on someone? yes.

(223) Do they know? i think so.

(224) Who is it? im not telling

WHAT COLOUR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: black and pink level 27 shirt, gray and red capris.

WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: pistachios.

WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: windy, rainy, cloudy.

HOW ARE YOU?:bored.

GET MOTION SICKNESS?:no.

HAVE A BAD HABIT?: shopping.

LIKE TO DRIVE?: no. i suck. lol.

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---Favorites---

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TV SHOW: The days, Friends, Will and grace, Spongebob, IMX.

SHAMPOO: the stuff i got at bath and body works.

CONDITIONER: same.

BOOK: anything by Francesca lia block

MAGAZINE: AP

NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: rasbperry lemonade.

THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: sleep, party!

BAND OR GROUP: the used, good charlotte, rancid, nirvana, silverchair, aerosmith...

HANGOUT: the mall, the beach, my house.

FEELING: When i hear his voice.

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----Have you----

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BROKEN THE LAW: yeah

EVER CHEATED ON A TEST: yes

STAYED UP TILL FOUR ON THE PHONE: uh yeah. i've stayed on the phone until 6.

SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: yeah.

MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: i think os.

USED YOU PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: yeah.

SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: yup.

FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: not that i remember.

CRIED IN PUBLIC: all the time.

LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: of course

---Love---

BOY/GIRLFRIEND: nope.

SEXUALITY: straight.

CHILDREN: no.

HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: yeah.

BEEN OUT WITH SOMEONE: out meaning?

TOO SHY?: try not to be.

BEEN HURT?:yes

HAVE YOU EVER SAID "I Love You" AND MEANT IT?: never said it in a "relationship"

YOUR GREATEST REGRET: i can't say it.

WHO WAS YOUR FIRST BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND: I've never had someone that i can really call a boyfriend.

GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: nope.

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---Random---

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DO YOU HAVE A JOB: no

YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: silverchair

IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?: purple

WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: Being at concerts.

WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GOING TO PUT IN: another silverchair cd.

HOW DO YOU WANT TO DIE?: in love.

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---When/what was the last..---

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TIME YOU CRIED?: yesterday.

YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: yesterday.

YOU GOT E-MAIL: this morning.

THING YOU PURCHASED: a shit load of candy with ash.

TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: dont remember.

MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: dont remember.

had enough of those! lol.

~Britt