so im watching the new Good Charlotte video for "i just wanna live" I know i said i hated this song but i actually don't mind it now. I still think its...different and kind of strange, but i dunno. its getting to me. After seeing it live...it was really good live. And the video is so funny.

I have this design project due in a week. Well its due drawn out in pencil and then the next week the final is due. The teacher will be entering them in some contest of sorts. Schoolwide, then statewide, then national. (like i'll get out of the school lol) I have a few idea's but so far im not sure what i want to do for it. The theme is "A different kind of hero" So i brainstormed and this is what i came up with:

-my dog pitou
-ashley
-my mom
-elvis
-chelsea
-myself
-cyndi lauper
-bert

I decided Bert wouldn't work out because nobody deserves to see him. lol. hardly anyone in my school knows who he is and i don't want to have to explain it to anyone why he's a hero of mine. So then i thought i would do Ashley and pitou, both wearing faerie wings. But then i thought it would be cool to do a portrait of Ash, Chels, and me. So i really don't know what i'm doing. I think Chelsea would really like a picture of her, ash and me so that would be good to send to her in florida. All i know, is whatever i do i want the used lyrics to "Blue and yellow" all around it.

So Amy got accepted to her high school exchange program thingie. Thats so cool. And we're kind of stepping around the idea that she might be able to stay with me. How awsome would that be? She is the coolest person i have met online. She's such a good friend to me. I have 3 good friends online...one has recently left diaryland and i never talk to her anymore :( I miss her. But amy is so great. And god knows i wouldn't mind another friend to hang out with. I guess, if i was going to another country i would rather go to a house that i knew for sure i would get along with somone there.

The Christmas play was good. Although, we went out to dinner before and memere, my aunt, and my mom got into a talk about my uncle and that whole fucked up situation and then memere had to say something about how she thought my cousin marisa loved Val (the....woman that is now with my uncle to put it nicely) and i got really mad and told her it wasn't true and got really upset and started crying. I hate that everyone thinks they know how those kids feel. They have no idea.

Ash can't come over again this weekend. She hasn't been over in 3 weeks (highly unusual) I miss her being over here. But she has been in such a weird mood lately. Its like everything i say to her is just making her mad sometimes. I think her mom is giving her a hard time. Hopefully next weekend. I know that if she gets out of her house and away from her family for a while she'll be better.

I might go to Pitchfork Records on sunday with Carly...if she's up to it. She says she has a party to go to on saturday night so she might not be "able to function sunday morning" lol. I love Carly :) i miss hanging out with that girl. She's such a sweetheart.

I'm gonna fill in the rest of those answers from that survey i took a few entries ago and then find something else to do on here.

later gals.

~Britt